The day after tomorrow I will go to work in the place--my hometown,where I didn't want to stay.Having stayed in different places for several months, I really would like to work outside. There are my dear friends, my classmates!~And in my hometown I find that there is not enough room for my development. It is rather a small city. I don't to stay here forever. My dream....

And these days I find my BF is very  childish. Maybe because I will go on work right now, however, he is yet a student. I think I am much more mature than him. And we have many diffrent opinions on some problems.

How long the time I am not happy! But I am very happy today with my best friends. We went to City-South Park in the afternoon and I had many photoes with them what were all funny. Luo's boyfriend treated us the supper.We found a excellent restaurant characterized by elegance and refinement. There were books and a telephone for free. Next time,I want to invite ZZ here together, I thought. We had a nice talk over dinner. We planned to travel to FengHuang or Guiliin next week. And I contacted ZZ,asked him to come together, and I said that I can lend him money. He promised!Wonderful!I hadn't seen him for a long time!But next week he will attend a examination.The exact date had not been decided.Anyway,I am looking forward to this travel.

I will leave home in several days.I should face up to what has happened bravely!
Anyway, I have lovely parents who are more concerned about me than themselves and a handsome boyfriend loving me.
Let me have a happy ending of my college life!~
Oh, I am coming!

I came back home 30th May.

On seeing my daddy,I find he is much thinner than before.Oh,my dear daddy!The last time I see you is only 3 months earlier. I know the reason that daddy becomes so is he has diabetes,and he has been an heavy smoker for many years. All our relatives said my daddy is much thinner as soon as caught a sight of my daddy.I was so sad every time I heard of this.I asked my daddy to go hospital to have a comprehensive physical examination with me,but he refused.I know that he was afraid.My poor daddy who was once a lard-bucket is so thin now.Only in 3 month 7 kilogram meet has been left from him.I am afraid,too.I haven't been a people now, and I haven't bought a car which I once promised to him. I am afraid...

Look at me. No work, no income, how laughably and stupid I am!Maybe I am just a boaster!

Daddy,hold on for me!I love you so much!

He has been out of contact with me for 3 days,since the latest quarrel. These days I has sent many short messages to him but he didn't reply even once. I know that he must be hurt deep at my words. It was my fault.I am sorry...